I thought that for a long time of my life. Turns out, all of my childhood my feelings, my likes and my dislikes were all invalidated constantly by everyone around me. Which lead me to have no idea who I was or what I wanted.
Not saying that’s the same case for you but, might be time to do some inner work.
I’m recently diagnosed. Meds don’t work for everyone (thankfully they do for me) but just knowing that was the problem has been so fucking life changing. It’s made so much of my life make sense, it’s allowed to to explore other options for how to make my life work for me, and I’ve been able to communicate at work my needs to be able to stay on task.
Definitely not haha. I won’t name the town sauce I don’t wanna doxx myself or upset said town but, they had 39 main breaks last month just due to old failing mains and bad valves. You’d think maybe as you’re turning those mains off and hit find that those valves are leaking, you’d wanna maybe note that so you can replace them later? Naaaah why do that? They mostly shut the main off. It’s fiiiiiiiiiiiine.
Yes, it was unusable on my work tablet this week. Just making up weird ass words that make no sense. Division kept becoming driven like 20 times