I was thinking that. If it was remote during meetings you could alternate being face or listening lying on a couch.

jethro tull played in grant park for the flutist society and due to that played like the most flute intensive songs. hearing that fock flute in person was amazing.

sorta a reverse spy vs spy.

Its sorta a wierd way to say it. Im not the last. There is still a whole host of folks alive my age and older. I have thought of it as sorta what defines the experiences of folks who are born around my time. For me its knowing an all analog world. I mean the integrated circuit was invented before my birth but most folks were not interacting with anything digital really. What stands out is space invaders showing up at the pinball arcade. I was very young. Like my first memories. None of my older siblings had been into pinball but for some reason we stopped in. I think my brother saw one of his friends. Anwyay there was a huge crowd around this space invaders game that im pretty sure was the first time the people had seen an electronic game. Slowly from there you saw other games, the pong at home thing, digital clocks. Arcades became things with mostly digital games and pinball became a smaller and smaller part of the arcade and home systems became better. odyseey, atari, vectrex, collegovision. digital watches and calculators became a thing. Word processors showed up before computers took the typewriters place. photocopiers took over for mimeograph machines. It was only a glimpse in my youngest years but I experienced an all analogue existence for a short span of my life.

It would be hard to alternate work if its a professional role. You would have to do like update sessions and it would make more work for both of you relative to pay.

More likely himself or we would be arguing about who should get to die.

is your sister aware and does she have anything that might complicate things as well?

I don’t get the overstimulated. Do you have a particular condition?

Can’t remember. I have done some things that might be considered a hop. To avoid puddles or slick spots on sidewalk or mud.

if I meditate its from deep breathing but im never real sure if im meditating or trying to meditate.

I don’t even know. Im not sure if I even did an all nighter in college but definately came close and with cons Im not sure if I did not fall asleep for periods here and there.

I can’t imagine not thinking about other people, animals, the planet as I do things. Its funny though as with people close to me I sometimes get that im not empathetic enough but I think its because not only do I think of others when dealing with things for myself but also for my family or work and such. Are others more important than me or my family. well no but they aren’t necessarily less important. at least to them. yes my primary responsibility is to myself and next to my family and then to my locality and such. This is funny to as we have such a fairy tale romatic take on self sacrifice that one should put others above themselves but you have to think about long term ramifications of that. If you fall you will not be able to support your family or community so you have to really keep everything balanced. life is a marathon, not a sprint, and everything is interconnected so this balance is needed. Its one reason I don’t tend to start a haggle. I will propose what I think the most fair arrangement is and usually the other person will gage this as some super in my favor stance and just have a rediculous response and then its over.

I have thought about it in terms of a young death and tragedy and the whole. They never got a chance to live. So my feeling is once your in your 50’s you can’t be said to have not had your shot. Your not super likely to die but if you die its just a thing at that point.

My general experiences with having kick up the agressiveness is dealing with other men. Most of my experiences with women have generally been fine but I am in tech so any women are pretty intelligent and educated.

duckworth annoys me more as she is to ok with security over rights. to much military indoctrination with that one.

man you had a tough babyhood.

yeah I would not mind an email system that would allow me to add notes without it effecting the chain. So I could still reply all and the notes would stay with the chain but no one would see them.

like everything. I usually have emails and such I read through again and again to orient myself on what im doing.

Im not sure how to say. Its the ones that I feel most apart of I guess. Like I post a comic I like to comicstrips at lemmy world and then I usually look over all the strips posted by others in the last day.

So its unusual that I think scarfing down a dozen devilled eggs would be a bit much?