You gotta play hard to work hard, and work hard to play hard. Life is about balance. If you take loans out from your future, you still have to repay them. Always invest in yourself. I’m in a similar place as you, though not relationship wise, and I find the more I’m able to let go and carelessly lean into my actual interests, the better I feel. Weird how that works huh lol
Oh hell yeah congrats! I dated an ex alcoholic (very close to dying) and his thing now is running, eating ultra efficient nutrients like honey and liver, and not using soap ever for anything. He’s one of the happiest guys I’ve seen in a long long time. Though, he does preach a bit, I can understand his zeal hahaha
I’m not a top, but I know that feeling, and it’s amazing. That was my entire year last year. It was so freeing and empowering. Don’t do things that harm the sustainability of that like meth or smoking. Keep your health up and keep drinking water and hygiene. Take care of yourself and you’ll just continue to get more and more powerful :)
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