I hate how hard I’m having to think about this

Upvoting you because as an atheist I think its stupid that others are downvoting just because someone says they lean towards christianity

I’m an atheist. I grew up super religious and had a falling out with my church due to their “if someone believes different than our denomination they are going to hell” mindset. After that I found out that most other denominations are like that except for mormons but they are worse in other ways. Then I did more and more research that sort of caused what belief I had left to fall apart and now its kind of like Santa Claus, once you figure out its your parents putting presents under the tree theres no believing in Santa anymore

Think about kidney stones and how a guy I know who chainsawed his leg had a kidney stone that he claims hurt worse